I’m pretty sure my children are sick of me.
They see me more than most kids do, unless their mom is one of those stay-at-home moms which I could never be because I would go totally insane. (Or spend lots and lots of money. Me at home + bored = me spending money. Ah yes, my husband adores my summer vacations.)
You see, my most excellent and awesome job brings in the moo-la and still only requires me to work from 8:15-2:15 Monday through Friday. Plus I get summer off and two and a half weeks at Christmas and Easter and long weekends. Let’s just put it this way: Did I go into education for the vacations? No. Do they make my job any harder? Also no.
So anyways.
Despite spending some seriously large amounts of time with my children, I still have that irritating mom-guilt-voice in my head that whispers things like:
But you don’t play with them all the time. Remember that time they were quietly playing with play dough and you sat there and read a book? Bad momma! Remember when it was really pretty out and there aren’t many nice days left and you let them stay in and watch a movie instead of playing outside because you were “tired?” Bad momma! Or when they played in their room without killing each other for a solid fifteen minutes and you did the dishes? Bad momma!
My mom-guilt-voice is kind of a bitch.
So I decided the other day that I would go off the grid and not look at my email or Facebook or read a book or play on my Iphone from the time I got home from work until the girls went to bed. We’d just play. And, actually, it was pretty awesome.
Do I think I could do that everyday? Probably not. I like technology too much. And there were definitely points where the girls just kind of ignored me and played on their own. (And gave me odd looks for just sitting in their room.)
But I’d be willing to try to do it a few times a week, at least. Also? It totally shut my mom-guilt-voice up for a while. Which is pretty darn rare for my perfectionist self.
Newsflash—> You cannot be perfect at being a mom. I’m still working that out.
Look at my rambling-ness. Geez. I will reward you for listening to my craziness by giving you tons of pictures. Kid pictures! Off-the-grid day pictures! Cute pictures! Ad nauseum!